What the hell was wrong with me today????

I don't think i have ever been like that at school before, where i couldn't control my thoughts like that... {Vikki, you weren't helping much either >.<}

I mean, seriously, I just couldn't control the flashes i had. I have never been like that at school. I know I haven't. Hell, I haven't even been like that at home . At least, not to that degree. They just kept... flashing in my head. And sometimes they were so vivid...

It was kinda scary.

Am I losing my mind?

And i don't mean in a "crazy" sort of way. I mean... well... ok, i don't know what i mean, but still....

Whoa

Ya know?

Probably not. I'm not sure if this has happened to any of you before. At least, not to this degree of... uncontrollableness.

I hope I'm not like this tomorrow....

I'd hate to think of how i might act... Today was hard enough. I don't think I've ever been so happy to have a spare block before...

God... all my thoughts are jumbled.. i just don't know what to think... about anything..

I NEED ADVICE DAMMIT!! AND NOW!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

... help ...